Experiencing Technical Difficulties (resonant) wrote,
Experiencing Technical Difficulties

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Make it stop

Sandy is e-mailing me more details about the reasons he dumped me.

I do want to know what I did wrong, so I can be better in the future.

But right now, it raises hopes that I can fix myself he'll love me again.
And then it dashes those hopes, as I can't do it.

I want to tell him to stop, and not tell me any more reasons for a few more days, as this seems so cruel.
But I still want him to keep e-mailing me.

And for brief moments, I have hopes that I am fixable.
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